Because people complain that my front page is too long, here is the page for all my updates and creative ideas for my next artworks. Also, here is where you can get an insight on Flight's wonderfully hectic life (I am currently a Naruto fangirl, so you'll hear characters from that show a lot here >< ). The newest update is kept on the front page while all the old ones are shifted over to here. It goes from newest to oldest.
Yay for Flight and her wonderful updates! Lol, enjoy...
February 28, 2007::
Lesse... FINISHED ANOTHER REQUEST! *falls down, exhausted* Yes, I know--compared to all my other requests this one's background is obviously winged *hides*. However, I am done and proud.
Now, I can work on other requests/new pictures with one more off my back *sighs*.
I need to work on more fanfictions... need to update Breaking the Music and try to wrap that one up. Maybe comment/favorite more stuff on dA... Yeah. Got a new CD player! Because my last one broke... grr... (it says its a walkman but I can't access its walkman-CD mode... blegh. Whatever)
Because Flight is feeling better, she will detail the events that happened in Orlando.
First, my brother and I decided to take a cruise to something called Disney Quest (interactive fun!) and found that it was the worst thing on the face of the earth
. On the "virtual" rides, we wore these old-school glasses' things that got in the way of glasses and thus messed up the whole game. Also, when we went upstairs to get something to eat, EVERYTHING WAS CLOSED!!! ><. I called my parents and then went to eat at Wolfgang and Puck (good food, but damn, was it expensive).
The next day we took a stop off at Islands of Adventure
(a.k.a. Universal Studios) where my mom and I rode a bunch of rollercoasters. The best one so far just had to be Dueling Dragons, where it's two intertwining rollercoasters, which meant to experience the whole ride, you had to on both. My father and my brother are chickens though (a.k.a. they are terrified of rollercoasters) but I bullied my brother to go with me.
Announcer: Please fasten your safety latch
My Brother: (talking to the person that checks your seatbelts) Can I get off?
Person: Uh, no, you'll be fine
My Brother: MOMMY!
Yeah, so my brother was a TOTAL wimp. I mean, he asked to get off right before the rollercoaster started for goodness' sake! Anyways, we had a blast there. However, I got wet in the process and had to spent an hour hunting for some sort of clothing to wear in all the souvenier shops (do you know most souvenier shops don't sell pants? All they sell are FREAKIN' T-SHIRTS!)
So yeah. That's essentially what happened (minus a beach walk and going to church, which I do not think need to be as meticulously copied down o_O)
February 26, 2007::
Back from Orlando... I had a great time (went to Universal Studios in the end, lol) but I'm in an emo-art slump. I am totally and utterly convinced that I am staying the same while all the artists around me are getting better, faster. Do you know how scary that is? Let me give you an example: (not true) I meet this six year old. She can't draw for crap. I'm like "Uh, ok..." Five years later, I come back. SHE DRAWS BETTER THEN ME! Do you know what that means...? She improved while I stayed the same/got worse. That is sad
. It is one of the things I am most afraid of.
Another thing:: I finally broke the rule. Ever since I joined dA I've always recieved more comments then I gave. Today, I looked and FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER, I gave twelve comments for every ten I received. Is that sad, or is that good? I don't know... I also checked up on my pageview-per-day. Guess what it was? 1.35.
Admit it. That is SAD.
Not to mention my friends, who have mostly all joined after I did, all draw better, improve more, and are more in general popular/better then I am, are all doing so well. That makes Flight very, very, very depressed.
I am not getting better. I am getting worse. My friends are improving so fast I can't see them anymore. I can't draw for crap. My proportions are getting distorted, which is a bad thing. I can't seem to improve my dying social skills and I know I suck at real-life talking. Oh, yes, before I forget, my grades are dropping. That makes everything a whole
lot better (being sarcastic here).
Anyways, I am being emo-artistic and nothing can stop me. I can't draw at all... sometimes I don't want to pick up a pencil because I am afraid at what horror I would draw next. The worst part is when I finally
draw something I actually like, someone, just ONE PERSON, comes along and tells me I suck. Wonderful. That's when I fall into my deepest slumps... when people come along and agree with me. I'm like, "I suck." and then they're like, "Yeah, we know." Which makes me even madder, because half the time when I'm moaning that I'm horrible, I'm just being emo. I don't really mean it... most of the time.
I can't even blame my depression on PMS anymore... damn. Anyways, see you later... when Flight is feeling better *sniff*.
February 21, 2007::
Imma gonna be gone for four days because we (my family and I) are going on a trip to Orlando!
Hahaha, we're deciding, "Disney or Universal Studios?" We have yet to come up with an answer... suggestions, anyone? Lol... I'm working on a new, original picture of mine *gets tomatoes thrown at her* HEY! I draw pictures BESIDES requests and such, you know!
*Gets more tomatoes thrown at her*
Agh! Noooooooo! The revenge of the tomatoes! *runs off, crying* Boo hoo hoo... anyways, if I don't update/comment/reply these four days, then you know why. I'm off on a rollercoaster! XD Yeah, so see ya!
February 20, 2007::
Haha, completely revised my journal. Why? Because it was getting too disorganized, long, and boring ><. I moved the Updates and Friends page to different pages (sorry, one of them I replaced with the commented journal) and such...
I finished the Jaydon picture! I am so proud of it, it's not even funny, kakakka... Uh, lesse. I drew it and then I added the blue tints afterwards. I know the window is blindingly white and you know what? I do not care
. It is finished, I am finished with it, and I am very, very happy XD.
My mom is still sick and I think I may be getting sick too ;_;. Noooooooooo! I HATE being sick... hope people pray for me and I pray for myself and my mom to let me get sick because we were planning to Universal Studios this thursday to sunday because of Rodeo Break until suddenly everyone in the family dropped dead of sickness ><. Blegh. Sick season sucks...
February 17, 2007::
Am I the only one that feels depressed all the time? It's like an emotional rollercoaster... one minute I'm just like, "Hey, Maybe I AM a halfway decent artist" and then here comes along a twelve year old who draws, like, four times better then I do and I go crashing rock bottom again. I suck. I'm lame. I'm desperate. I need to make new friends and join more clubs and be more social because FLIGHT IS NOT SOCIAL
Plus, my story (breaking the music) is on a standhold because I thought Yashamaru was a girl... @_@ Dude, he's so girly! In all of Gaara's flashbacks he looked like a girl so I referred to him as a girl and Yesterday during the Naruto episode he said, in a boy voice, "Stop it Gaara." And I was like "THAT'S YASHAMARU?!" Yeah, I thought that Yashamaru and that "girl" were two different people... but it turns out to be the same guy. Dammit, how am I going to fix my story? *broods*...
My mom got sick recently and we all have to take care of her, so I might not be able to update that often anymore. Plus, all my recent pictures suck so I guess you're grateful I'm not updating anymore... yeah. Flight is being depressed *goes sulks*. I'm working full-speed on Jaydon, a request from a club member. He's hot (to me) but I bet when I post him up no one will like him... no one does *sobs*.
Yeah. Done emo-ing now. Post over.
January 31, 2007::
Requests? Lots of requests! Going to list them here:
For Winged-Mouse: coloring
November 14, 2006:;
Finished Naruto Foursome picture! But it sucks, so don't even look at it (hides). @_@ does the light make the pic look bad? If it does, I'll reupload the normal version, so don't just leave me haning (boo hoo). I've been spending lots of my time writing my Gaanaru fanfiction so you guys can go look at it at fanfiction.net/~flightangel. First one there, can't miss it. Anyways, that's my update for today (passes out from work) I can't believe I worked so hard on something and it turns out to look-- to look--- so BAD! UGH! *tears hair out* Waaaaaah...
November 13, 2006::
Working on the Foursome picture and it BITES. I mean, I've been painting the same thing for a week now and most of that time's been spent on the BACKGROUND! T_T. Of course, I expect a full round of pageviews for the thing or I'll become very depressed. Like my two favoritist Naruto pics I drew-- Nine-Tailed Fox and Under the Light -- weren't very popular for some reason. Now one liked them ;_;. Boo hoo.